Monday, April 21, 2008

a beautiful saturday morning

it was a beautiful saturday morning from the time i woke up to the time of nap. there's no better way to spend a beautiful morning than to spend it with you. i didnt expect you to call me back almost right away. it was nice to hear from you. it was well worth waking up at 630am and txting you :)
i dun think i've had breakfast with you like this before, and then enjoying the warm weather. it was perfect.
watching you work and being with you while you work makes me really happie for some reason. perhaps it's because i like how concentrated and serious you look. perhaps it's because i admire the love of my life.

hehe..i like it when you run after me and then grab my hand. i like it when you bob your head to the beats. i like it when you look at me in the eyes. i like it when you reach over to hold my hand in the car. i like it when you laugh and smile at me. all these make me fall in love with u again and again. you've touched a special place in my heart. i deeply adore you.

a virtuous woman - proverbs 31

A wife of noble character who can find? She is worth far more than rubies.
Her husband has full confidence in her and lacks nothing of value.
She brings him good, not harm, all the days of her life.
She selects wool and flax and works with eager hands.
She is like the merchant ships, bringing her food from afar.
She gets up while it is still dark; she provides food for her family and portions for her servant girls.
She considers a field and buys it; out of her earnings she plants a vineyard.
She sets about her work vigorously; her arms are strong for her tasks.
She sees that her trading is profitable, and her lamp does not go out at night.
In her hand she holds the distaff and grasps the spindle with her fingers.
She opens her arms to the poor and extends her hands to the needy.
When it snows, she has no fear for her household; for all of them are clothed in scarlet.
She makes coverings for her bed; she is clothed in fine linen and purple.
Her husband is respected at the city gate, where he takes his seat among the elders of the land.
She makes linen garments and sells them, and supplies the merchants with sashes.
She is clothed with strength and dignity; she can laugh at the days to come.
She speaks with wisdom, and faithful instruction is on her tongue.
She watches over the affairs of her household and does not eat the bread of idleness.
Her children arise and call her blessed; her husband also, and he praises her:
"Many women do noble things, but you surpass them all."
Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting; but a woman who fears the LORD is to be praised.
Give her the reward she has earned, and let her works bring her praise at the city gate.

Recently I've been hearing the word "virtuous" in a number of songs, and today, surprisingly an article from the prayer school was sent, titled " how i found a virtuous woman". This word has been on my heart. I believe the Lord is speaking to me. I am not exactly sure what, and why. But i know i want to carry myself as a virtuous woman, with no lack.

Thursday, April 17, 2008

i guess it's something i need to get used to, u not being around as much. and i guess it's not a temporary thing either. as u continue to be more experienced, it will require u to be away on business trips. u have ur own life, a career to pursue and it's not in my place to say much. hearing you tell me about all these opportunities ahead of u makes me feel happie for u. i want u to shine. but at the same time i hope this is not gonna make our relationship drift apart. i feel like i have to depend on myself more because of ur absence. i guess im not used to u being away so much. i not sure wat to say anymore. i wish u all the best and be blessed..

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

sometimes i wish things aren't as complicated. i wish sometimes you and i can just run off to our little world and not have worrie about what other people think or say. it's just you and i. i only wish to be with you...why is it so difficult? whenever i am with you i just feel like nothing else matters. sometimes i ask myself why do i love you this much that it aches when i can't be with you. but whenever i get to be with u, it means so much more because i long to be with u. i want to stay in ur arms.