i don't know why i feel like im drifting through space today. There seems to be a lot on my mind, but I don't exactly know what. I just feel like i'm in a daze, staring blankly at things at times. It could be because I am thinking about what I want to do with this season of life. There's been so many things going on..this meeting, that meeting, running around getting things done. I don't know where the day's gone. By the time I'm having some free time, I just want to sit and do nothing. Where's that spark in life gone? I feel drained. Maybe I will go for a run on Thursday.